Journals29
Newest
Untitled
1 min read
The past few years, I’ve moved a lot. And the past couple years - I’m still me - I’ve been able to and have changed a lot. To be frank, there’s a lot more for me to explore and consider; I’m still changing. At this point, I’ll be posting on a new account. Thank you for being here; though, it’s been fun.
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Devious Journal Entry
1 min read
Hi.
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Poem? - Trying.
1 min read
It is so close.
But to come closer makes it farther,
to stay put, does it hang back?
To go back,
it comes.
It hovers nearby for you,
so come closer.
But to come closer makes it farther.
Do you want it?
Yes.
Will you have it?
Will it have you?
Why cannot you work together,
both of you?
But to come closer makes it farther,
to stay put, does it hang back?
To go back,
it comes.
It hovers nearby for you,
so come closer.
But to come closer makes it farther.
Do you want it?
Yes.
Will you have it?
Will it have you?
Why cannot you work together,
both of you?
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
My Lack of Being Present.
1 min read
So, I have not been on much because I decided to try out some games, League of Legends and Smite to be precise, and they are what I have been using most of my computer time for. It is where I have been.
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Tagged, I Have Gotten.
10 min read
♥
One: I am short and am only about Five foot, one and three-fourth inches tall.
Two: I am stuck between wanting to live a very simple and a very extravagant life.
Three: I am fascinated by "secrets", like hidden doorways, passages and using seemingly ordinary objects to hide precious possessions.
Four: Though I am afraid of heights, I love to climb onto shelves, tables and trees to sit and look around at the world.
Five: I try to stick to a grain/potato/candy free diet.
Six: For my digital art, I use a mouse, not a tablet.
Seven: My handwriting is very small, and I like that. I also practice writing and drawing with my non-dominant hand.
Eight: If I start researching some creature, I am almost certain to fall in love with it.
Nine: I meow, make all sorts of strange noises and can sing, too.
Ten: I love reminders of the good things in the world.
Eleven: My foot is twenty-one centimeters, and my hand is seventeen centimeters in length.
Twelve: I do not drink soda or coffee. I usually drink milk or lemon water (water with lemon juice added).
Thirteen: I am a perfectionist and very opinionated, though sometimes I might not seem that way.
1. What do you love about yourself the most?
What I like of myself is that I am always trying to improve, I do not just talk of things, I do them (even if I procrastinate [a lot]. Even this very journal was pushed aside for quite the long time, sorry.), and that if I want to do something, I can do it (even if it takes a lot of research, practice and or loop holes.).
2. Is there any music that inspires you? If so, what is it?
There is music that, for me, is very inspirational. I mostly prefer softer sounding music, no metal, rap or anything super loud/"hardcore". Very inspirational pieces include: Lullaby For a Princess(Yes, it is My Little Pony, but it is one of my most very favorite songs.), Drift Away, Cecilia, The Sound of Silence, The Boxer, As I Went Down to the River to Pray, Homeward Bound, Island Lullaby, Missa Papae Marcelli - Kyrie and Down on the Corner. Yes, quite a few links, I know, but they are of my most favorites, and hopefully, they will be a joy to you.
3. Do you believe that you are a perfectionist?
Well, as I have mentioned above, yes, I think I am. I even went through the directions at the top and "corrected" it to fit my own standards. You know, it does not directly say I cannot add to or change the rules. Hmm...
4. What do you really want out of life?
Oh my, I have trouble answering such questions.
I think I want to have everyone to realize that humans are not the "best" species, but that we are still unique -- just like every other species. I want them to know of the lovely and intelligent things many creatures can do. I do not want any to be thought of as being a monster or utterly stupid, but I still want people to be aware of the things such creatures are capable of and that their logic can be quite strange. Sometimes one finds people who know of and believe in such things, but many... do not.
And of course, I want to be happy.
5. Would you call your philosophies existentialist? (drawing inspiration from absurd drama...Samuel Beckett and whatnot where nothing happens and nothing goes, where the characters "always find something to give" themselves the impression that they exist)
Though I do commonly question theories, religions and the like, there are still parts I listen to. I do not see the world as completely absurd, I find a rhythm, I find meaning, though it can be broken or changed. So, I would not call my philosophies existentialistic, yet I still do not know what to actually call them, yet.
6. How would you describe your dream vacation?
I would be alone, or with one, maybe two, close beings. Somewhere quiet, I would be, with little electronics/technology to interfere. Perhaps I would be in an area of forests and fields, in a cabin, or perhaps on an island with a tree house? Maybe I will be on a calm beach with a hut. Or perhaps, I will be in an old, giant library? I am not entirely sure. Or perhaps it is a place with all those things, though I would need quite some time to properly enjoy them all.
7. What do you love/hate about the new generation of Hollywood films? I know that this is not the Golden Age of Hollywood but just...you know, tell me. For curiosity's sake.
I do not like how the explosions and music in movies seem to keep getting louder and louder, for I do not appreciate having to put the volumes up to searing levels just to hear what the characters are saying. Yet despite this, I love how the digital world can make so many things look so real, believable and absolutely beautiful. I must say, it can be quite a treat for the eyes.
8. Have you ever bungee-jumped?
No, I have not bungee-jumped, and I do not plan on doing so.
9. What do you currently love about yourself?
I love that when I imagine something, I can bring it to the physical realm by actually making it, drawing it or writing of it/ doing it, if I really want it to be so.
10. If you were given a chance to interview anyone, who would it be?
Though she has passed away, I would love to interview Jean Craighead George. She was very passionate about what she loved, and the many fiction books she made had such accurately portrayed characters within such beautiful stories in them. Her books had influenced me in so many ways, I would have loved to meet the person behind it all.
11. What is your favorite novel series?
I have not read too many series of novels recently, so I guess I really cannot give an accurate answer, for now.
12. Have you ever felt the need to let loose and break out of your life with a huge bang?
I do sometimes, yes. In fact, such feelings had rekindled my passion for dinosaurs (Which is still burning strong.) and for dragons (a newer rekindling.).
13. Do you believe in resurrection? If so, what would you like to be reborn as?
Resurrection seems like it could be possible. I would like to be reborn as something that runs, like a wolf or cheetah, or jumps, like a rabbit or a deer. Or flies, like an owl or corvid. Actually yes, I would like to be a Barn Owl or Common Raven. They are among my most favorite birds and seem to be a good choice for me.
Questions For Others:
1. If you could invent any holiday, what would it be about? How will it be celebrated?
2. What is a hobby you would like to start?
3. What are five adjectives you would use to describe yourself?
4. Is there alien life?
5. If you could be any fantasy creature, what would you be?
6. Who are the most influential people in your life?
7. If you could have any kind of pet/non-human companion, what would it be (It can be real or fantasy.)?
8. What are three sayings that are inspirational to you?
9. What would your dream home be like?
10. Do you think yourself more of an extrovert or an introvert?
11. If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
12. What is a very important dream or goal of yours? Have you started it?
13. What are three things you really dislike and three things you really like?
I shall tag...
13 Tagged meme Tagged by 
, I was.
RULES:
1.- You must post these rules.
2.- Each person has to share thirteen things about themselves.
3.- Answer the thirteen questions asked to you and invent thirteen questions the people you tag will have to answer.
4.- Choose thirteen people.
5.- Then, go to their page to inform them they are tagged.
6.- But, not something like "You are tagged if you read that."
7.- You have to legitimately tag thirteen people.
8.- You cannot say that you do not do tags.
9. - Tag-backs are allowed.
10.-You must create a Journal Entry. No comments... unless of course you are commenting about the actual entry.
11. - You have to finish this within a week. If not; you will have to do whatever the creator tells you to do: Art, rp, etc.
12. - Be creative with the title. Do not do "I've Got Tagged" titles.
13. - Cursing is allowed.
(But I would not recommend cursing. There are other ways to express one's feelings. And cursing does not cause one to seem more mature.) If you really did not want to be tagged, I am so sorry. If you really do not want to do this, or are too busy, you do not have to. After all, this is supposed to be fun. ♥
One: I am short and am only about Five foot, one and three-fourth inches tall.
Two: I am stuck between wanting to live a very simple and a very extravagant life.
Three: I am fascinated by "secrets", like hidden doorways, passages and using seemingly ordinary objects to hide precious possessions.
Four: Though I am afraid of heights, I love to climb onto shelves, tables and trees to sit and look around at the world.
Five: I try to stick to a grain/potato/candy free diet.
Six: For my digital art, I use a mouse, not a tablet.
Seven: My handwriting is very small, and I like that. I also practice writing and drawing with my non-dominant hand.
Eight: If I start researching some creature, I am almost certain to fall in love with it.
Nine: I meow, make all sorts of strange noises and can sing, too.
Ten: I love reminders of the good things in the world.
Eleven: My foot is twenty-one centimeters, and my hand is seventeen centimeters in length.
Twelve: I do not drink soda or coffee. I usually drink milk or lemon water (water with lemon juice added).
Thirteen: I am a perfectionist and very opinionated, though sometimes I might not seem that way.
1. What do you love about yourself the most?
What I like of myself is that I am always trying to improve, I do not just talk of things, I do them (even if I procrastinate [a lot]. Even this very journal was pushed aside for quite the long time, sorry.), and that if I want to do something, I can do it (even if it takes a lot of research, practice and or loop holes.).
2. Is there any music that inspires you? If so, what is it?
There is music that, for me, is very inspirational. I mostly prefer softer sounding music, no metal, rap or anything super loud/"hardcore". Very inspirational pieces include: Lullaby For a Princess(Yes, it is My Little Pony, but it is one of my most very favorite songs.), Drift Away, Cecilia, The Sound of Silence, The Boxer, As I Went Down to the River to Pray, Homeward Bound, Island Lullaby, Missa Papae Marcelli - Kyrie and Down on the Corner. Yes, quite a few links, I know, but they are of my most favorites, and hopefully, they will be a joy to you.
3. Do you believe that you are a perfectionist?
Well, as I have mentioned above, yes, I think I am. I even went through the directions at the top and "corrected" it to fit my own standards. You know, it does not directly say I cannot add to or change the rules. Hmm...
4. What do you really want out of life?
Oh my, I have trouble answering such questions.
I think I want to have everyone to realize that humans are not the "best" species, but that we are still unique -- just like every other species. I want them to know of the lovely and intelligent things many creatures can do. I do not want any to be thought of as being a monster or utterly stupid, but I still want people to be aware of the things such creatures are capable of and that their logic can be quite strange. Sometimes one finds people who know of and believe in such things, but many... do not.
And of course, I want to be happy.
5. Would you call your philosophies existentialist? (drawing inspiration from absurd drama...Samuel Beckett and whatnot where nothing happens and nothing goes, where the characters "always find something to give" themselves the impression that they exist)
Though I do commonly question theories, religions and the like, there are still parts I listen to. I do not see the world as completely absurd, I find a rhythm, I find meaning, though it can be broken or changed. So, I would not call my philosophies existentialistic, yet I still do not know what to actually call them, yet.
6. How would you describe your dream vacation?
I would be alone, or with one, maybe two, close beings. Somewhere quiet, I would be, with little electronics/technology to interfere. Perhaps I would be in an area of forests and fields, in a cabin, or perhaps on an island with a tree house? Maybe I will be on a calm beach with a hut. Or perhaps, I will be in an old, giant library? I am not entirely sure. Or perhaps it is a place with all those things, though I would need quite some time to properly enjoy them all.
7. What do you love/hate about the new generation of Hollywood films? I know that this is not the Golden Age of Hollywood but just...you know, tell me. For curiosity's sake.
I do not like how the explosions and music in movies seem to keep getting louder and louder, for I do not appreciate having to put the volumes up to searing levels just to hear what the characters are saying. Yet despite this, I love how the digital world can make so many things look so real, believable and absolutely beautiful. I must say, it can be quite a treat for the eyes.
8. Have you ever bungee-jumped?
No, I have not bungee-jumped, and I do not plan on doing so.
9. What do you currently love about yourself?
I love that when I imagine something, I can bring it to the physical realm by actually making it, drawing it or writing of it/ doing it, if I really want it to be so.
10. If you were given a chance to interview anyone, who would it be?
Though she has passed away, I would love to interview Jean Craighead George. She was very passionate about what she loved, and the many fiction books she made had such accurately portrayed characters within such beautiful stories in them. Her books had influenced me in so many ways, I would have loved to meet the person behind it all.
11. What is your favorite novel series?
I have not read too many series of novels recently, so I guess I really cannot give an accurate answer, for now.
12. Have you ever felt the need to let loose and break out of your life with a huge bang?
I do sometimes, yes. In fact, such feelings had rekindled my passion for dinosaurs (Which is still burning strong.) and for dragons (a newer rekindling.).
13. Do you believe in resurrection? If so, what would you like to be reborn as?
Resurrection seems like it could be possible. I would like to be reborn as something that runs, like a wolf or cheetah, or jumps, like a rabbit or a deer. Or flies, like an owl or corvid. Actually yes, I would like to be a Barn Owl or Common Raven. They are among my most favorite birds and seem to be a good choice for me.
Questions For Others:
1. If you could invent any holiday, what would it be about? How will it be celebrated?
2. What is a hobby you would like to start?
3. What are five adjectives you would use to describe yourself?
4. Is there alien life?
5. If you could be any fantasy creature, what would you be?
6. Who are the most influential people in your life?
7. If you could have any kind of pet/non-human companion, what would it be (It can be real or fantasy.)?
8. What are three sayings that are inspirational to you?
9. What would your dream home be like?
10. Do you think yourself more of an extrovert or an introvert?
11. If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
12. What is a very important dream or goal of yours? Have you started it?
13. What are three things you really dislike and three things you really like?
I shall tag...
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In